It's been quite a while.
My bad!
I'm going to try to get back into blogging. I miss it. I miss writing in general. Well, I'm almost done with high school. Less than 100 days! Double woot! It's been an interesting year. It's been full of a variety of challenges and inner changes I wasn't expecting.
Anyways, stayed home sick. I'm hoping to feel better by tomorrow because I have some plans. I get to see my bud, Jonah, hopefully ( : I miss that kid. And I'm still worried about Derek. He won't tell me about what's going on, at all. Which just leaves my imagination up to its crafty work. All I can do is pray for God to heal him. He really is too young. He has such spirit left in him and I can see him going really far in life chasing his dreams.
I feel like my mind is exploading with all this stuff going on. McKayla is pregnant again with little
Deegan, but there's complications. Sarah is going through tough times like usual, but I can't seem to get through to her. Karen and I have drifted apart and I can't be the friend she needs anymore. \
But it's not all bad ( :
I have Jonah now. And seriously, he keeps me on track. I don't know what I'd do without him. Austin is also a great motivator of mine. I love how he and I got out to lunch at least once a week and just talk. It's great. Tyler is always there too. Whether is be for some friendly venting or just filling time. McKayla of course is always there, but her life is just so hectic. I miss her dearly, but I know God has some amazing plans in store for her (: And of course I've got Jake. My rock, my foundation. My everything practically. I don't know where I'd be without him. We talk everyday, all day long. I fall asleep to him. He's my light at the end of the tunnel. My hope! And well, Lydia. She's practically my sister now it feels like. Since I've lost almost all connections with my old close girl friends, she's all I've got left. And I absolutely adore her. She's so real and down to earth. She inspires me to be a better person, a better Christian.
It's crazy how my friends have changed from last year. But I just know that that's all in God's will.
I trust his plans for me (:
