What a day so far

It's been kinda rough cause I didn't get much sleep last night. Stayed up late arguing, as usual. That's going to change when I go off to college at least (: Hopefully by then I'll have this whole love triangle thing sorted out. But anyways, had to wake up early to take my shower. So I'm running pretty low on energy, though I'll get hyped up later (; But I messed things up with a friend. We had made plans to go to a dance, but I honestly didn't want to go. I went because I didn't have anything else to do and I told her so. But as the dance got closer and closer, my anxiety about it increased. I knew I wasn't going to have any fun there. So I told her some other plans from before and come up and I really wasn't interested in going. I know that's kind of low. I know I could have handled it better. I do feel really bad. I asked for her forgiveness and she hasn't replied. I understand her point too about me canceling last minute, but I wish she would understand. It's not my forte. Urgh. And then another friend of mine was giving me crap over the stupidest littlest things. I don't know. It just feels like everyone was out to get me an hour or so ago. Things have calmed down and everything, but now I have a headache. Blech! I hope it goes away soon and I'll have a fun night at least without this stress.